I am dreaming

]$ find / anu > /dev/null

That is what I am going through… Did it ever happen to you that you are absolutely sure that you are dreaming and you are trying with all your might to wake up and still you cannot. You feel lost or not sure of where you actually are??

It is strange, weird place and it is called world.

It all started last weekend.Weekends are strange times to be in lab… especially after 1:00 am, its dark , cold ( I have no clue why the hell they maintain a below freezing temperature!!) and I have the company of robots.
One of the location based navigation control robot ( I call him Crawl-E –yeah shamelessly “inspired” by wall-E) started to make a funny sound. I checked it was switched off! I checked the other robotic arms ( we have three of them in the lab) just to be sure – I know what happens when they get caught in the singularity. But none of them were powered on.

I came back to my terminal…but couldn’t concentrate. No, I was not scared, but just a thought – “could they be alive?” and that followed on with “AM I ALIVE?” Strange thoughts were cascading one after the other and I couldn’t reason myself through it. I have never felt so helpless ever before.
Well it all ended about three days ago…I had my midterm and whatever I was thinking was not helping. So, just decided to think only about the papers that were left to be read and the phase passed. In retrospect, I am just dumping the blame on Flu medicines, may be I was hallucinating. Or may be I am hallucinating now…

image source : XKCD

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